Family
and I are now almost at the end of the first week in AZ. All I can say
is that this is a major change for me on every level. I knew it would
be, but living it and knowing it are two entirely different things.
There
has been non-stop company, family and friends, service people, animals
having to adjust to each other and human personalities having to do the
same. Unpacking and integrating three households is definitely a
challenge and did create tension and stress.
Have
to honestly say if I hadn't just completed the "40 Day Transformation
Program" right before this shift, I would have never made it through
with Grace. Each time my buttons got pushed, and that was about every
hour, the first few days, I remembered what we focused on in the Program
and was immediately able to see the Truth behind the appearance.
Sometimes I criied, but most of the time just got quiet and waited for
God's Grace to enter. Knew that it would and that was the difference.
The Program made that real and it was a blessing that only those of us
who have experienced it could possibly know.
Today
things are settling down and everyone is interacting in loving ways. It
seems to be much quieter too. I did get the best night's sleep last
night, and my granddaughter said the same. Good sign for sure.
It
is miraculous to participate in this process and I know it will be an
ongoing gift of growth and Love and I am ever grateful.
Looking forward to sharing Light and Love with you always,