This post is really personal. I grappled with sharing it, but decided to because we all have human, along with Spirit experiences. I think its important to be honest, both as a reader and person. I hope that you can appreciate that readers are in just as much flux as you are, and really that is what makes us so sympathetic. Here goes:
So there is a man that I love that I am not with right now and I've been riddled with anxiety about it lately.. When will I hear... Can he really break free from the other woman... Why is this my life?? etc.
As you may know (a-der), I read on keen, and I've been using my earnings to get so many readings its nutty.
So last night I looked at his step moms obituary. Don't ask why, just cyber stalking (which, by the way, he recently admitted he does to me, funily enough).
I even kind of talked to his step-mom before I went to bed.
It was 3am, and I said something like "come on Mary Lou! Bring him!", then went to bed.
Well, I fell asleep and woke to a mirror in my room shaking.
Ok... again. A mirror - shaking.
A mirror, by the way that my 4 year old and 2 year old cousins have run past - no movement.
In the 7+ years I've been here, no movement.
I knew it was spirit, and just went back to bed.
THEN the PIPES in the bathroom rattled.
REPEAT, THE PIPES.
In a 300 unit Manhattan high rise?
I woke to that, instinctively calling my dog - thinking it was her.
Lying in my bed, turning left to get up and see what was happening... There was a spirit - in a white gown...glowing.
Imagine a black stage a woman in a white gown under a spot light.
She said "He's coming back!".
I said "What?? R... is coming back??"
And she said "YUP!".
Then, poof she was gone and I was back in the dark.
It didn't fully register; I was kind of groggy and half asleep.
I then got u, checked the bathroom, laid back down, and was like WTF!!!
In the morning, I did a reading. I asked what was the meaning of the message from spirit last night? (I read regular playing cards - you can make the tarot equivs).
Ans:
Ace of Hearts (Ace of Cups)
- A return of love after being a way, new love, a celebration
5 of Clubs (5 of Wands)
- When a person takes a new direction, change of action/ getting it done, no more talking / cleaning up old mess
10 of Diamonds (10 of Pentacles)
- Freedom from worry /start of a long relationship / an "investment" (love or work) / happening in SPRING
Ace of Clubs ( Ace of Wands)
- New home/changing home, a new start, a new attraction / a viral attraction / new focus/direction
Plus, 2 Aces = A major twist of fate
In a way, I'm not shocked. Since I was young, spirit has shown up for me in crisis. Ususally my Grandmother... telling me the birth and sex of kids, sometimes messages about my life. Once they showed me a friend I hadn't seen in 5 years walking down my street. I got up, showered, went to get coffee as always, opened the door and BOOM there she was!!! My friend from long ago, walking right toward me!!!
Aside from that, this entire situation was predicted for me 25 years ago. I met a regular ol' mid western white guy in LA. He was so nice and he read for me. I later learned that he was a master psychic and famous in Asia. He told me countless significant events that all occurred: job, later job change, home purchase, neighborhood, etc. etc. He even told me I would open my gift to the public after loosing a job - thats exactly what happened.
As my life progressed, people repeated his words. He told me about the guy, "R": described him at the time I'd meet him and described him in his twenties, his car, his dress, his daughter, even that he would be in Japan and where I would be when we met. He also said he would leave me. That I would know the connection was lasting before he would. And that the whole situation would require my patience for him to come back. That's where we are now.
Even more, he said the relationship with his current girlfriend was karmic, that he needed to experience insanity and negativity so that he could appreciate us. That I am his "home" and he will come.
Its all true.
Oh life.... someone should write a book.
Be blessed,
and call me if you need me -
Hope
