Once you achieve that feeling, that you are just in the flow of the natural energies of our universe, you can relax and just start to have fun again. I finally put the top down on my little car. I have an older car- 1988 BMW 3251 drop top convertible: white with black top of course! I have not had the top down in so long! Not even much last summer. But I feel like I want to have more fun again. And it is fun, believe me to drive around town and on the 101 freeway with the top down. It feels so good to have the sun in my face and the wind on my back. It is this simple pleasure that many people just do not have available to them, but anyone can do this too.
I have had my little car for almost 5 years now and I have put a lot of money into it to get it to this point. But, it is all worth it. I hope you are in the flow in your world. It is fun, that's all I can say. You can ride around in the breeze and feel free. And know that no one is thinking that you are weird or strange. No one is thinking you are a bad person. That is the best knowing of all!
I have finally overcome a lot of the bad times here in my community because I have exposed the real bullies, bad people, and criminals. If you are having any problems with this stuff, just get in the flow of the positive energies around you and do what feels right. It will certainly change your world and you will feel the freedom of our universe, just as it was meant for us humans from the very beginning. the universal energies are real and [powerful. This is not spiritual energy here that is doing the good deeds, it is universal. The two are very different. And THAT is the truth, from a Healer's perspective.