I've been a vampire for as long as I've been a new ager. I've self-identified as a vampire for so long, I can hardly think of myself as simply a human anymore. Most people who ask me why I consider myself a vampire really want to know why I'm self-deluding myself. But really, vampire is the best word I've found to define the type of human I am. All my life, I've been both an energy worker and hungry for energy. As I've gotten older, my energy hunger has grown to include that sanguine liquid pumping through people's heart, arteries and veins. Although my energy hunger is strong, I do not attack people to get their blood. I am able to control my hunger, my thirst. I mostly use Reiki to absorb universal energy to sate this hunger. Of course, given the chance and a healthy, human donor, I'd happily partake in blood drinking. But I do not seek it out on a regular basis. Being a vampire is just a part of who I am. I'm sure it colors my personality a bit but most people who know me don't even know this about me or guess it. So, it is mostly a secret side of my personality. I share this side of myself online because people who want to work with me should know this side of me. Even though people do not guess this about me, it is a large part of who I am and I'm tired of hiding it and pretending I'm normal for the sake of others' comfort level around me. I'd rather just be who I am & let other people see this side of me fully.![]()
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