It is understandable that after the holidays things are twisted and you are unable to progress. That is what I The Magician, reversed is trying to convey. You are all talk, no action. You may also live in a unsupportive environment. Everything seems a blur, unfocused. You aren't able to manifest the magick you need to overcome obstacles. Maybe even a creative block. You may even feel you are doing a lot of work, but you aren't progressing like you should. This is what the card is trying to tell you. Just realize it won't last forever and a new day will dawn.