In life we have to find what make us who we are. We have all potential even if others do not see it and most definitely if we do not see it ourselves. At times it is hard for us because when we do not see our own potential we often allow ourselves to be and live in another person’s shadow because we are afraid to stand on our own.
I recently made a biggest mistake of my life because I failed to see the potential that others see in me. Needless to say I took the easy way out instead of standing on my own two feet and allowing myself to grow. Although, I know I have hurt so many people by doing this it is something I have to live with and do my best to move on and balance things out the best I can. No matter what path we walk spiritually and in life we all have something in common and that is the battle we have to go through in our lives to try to make something of ourselves.
I myself being wiccan and see things differently than most people look as myself as a Phoenix grant it right now I feel like I have burning to ashes but I have faith that from the ashes that I will become strong than before. In life everything worth getting is always worth to put the hard work into it to be able to get it.
When we take the way out we not only hinder ourselves in personal growth but we also disappoint everyone that has the faith in us and sees the potential in us. When that happens it feels like our heart and soul is being ripped from our bodies. Sometimes we have to let have to set our pride aside and do what is the best our personal growth.
I spent most of the day in meditation communing with my spiritual deities and they have told me that they have always been with me even before I began walk my personal Wiccan path. They reminded me of all the thing is my life that I have good in my life. But more importantly they reminded me of all my personal battles in my life as well and how I never took the easy way out before. Then they posed the question to me about why I chose to do it now. Think on that logic I have come to see that it was my pride that clouded my judgment and to allow myself to be lazy and take the easy way.
The Deities speak to us on a daily basis and sometimes we have to be silent long enough to be able to hear what they are saying. Just because a path may be easier to take does not mean that is the right path to take. Sometime the best results in life come from taking the hardest path and the one less traveled. Spirituality is a guiding beacon that leads us where we needs to go grant it at time there is going to be work involved to be able to see that beacon of direction.
In conclusion of this blog I like to say that never allow yourself to beat yourself. Sometime we can be our own worse critics and worse enemy. We have the strength to handle what we have going on in our lives and defeat the challenges, but if we take that easy way to do so then we are only harming ourselves.
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